My Life as A Cutter

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                  • Seroquel XR
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                                                The Struggle

                                                The darkness struggles,
                                                To reside in me.
                                                Taking from me,
                                                All the things I used
                                                To enjoy.
                                                Things that I no longer
                                                Want to do.
                                                Things that matter
                                                No more.
                                                Life seems
                                                Wasted
                                                At this point.
                                                Living to struggle or
                                                Struggling to live?
                                                Not understanding life and
                                                Life not understanding
                                                Me.
                                                What’s to become
                                                Of my life?
                                                Struggling to get back what’s mine.
                                                Struggling to keep what isn’t.
                                                No one to help me win.
                                                Or is it a no win
                                                Situation?

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